When friendship turns to love

How could he do this to me? What have I done to deserve this? We are best friends, so we have to destroy our friendship, he is the world's best friend for me? There were so many questions in my head. I did not know what to do with them. To understand what happened you have to go back in time. Jonas and I have been best friends, side we were small children soon. We have done a lot of things together. When we were small, we went to the carnival with my parents, and when we got older we used to go with my parents abroad. This year, we had agreed to go to America, but it is not going to happened now. Our friendship was really good then. But last week, I was with Jonas on shopping, we used to go shopping. We hyggede us a great deal and made fun with each other as we are accustomed, but Jonas face suddenly turned serious. "There is something I have to tell you" First I got really scared, I was scared. Maybe he was sick?, I was wondering what would he say? but then the words came out of his mouth. "I think I love you" he said. I just stood there, I really did not know what to say or do. His words hit me like ever knocked me out. Maybe he just meant it as a best friend? I began to laugh, but he does not consider it as a best friend. "You mean as a best friend, not Jonas?" "No, I wanted to tell you for a long time, I think I'm in love with you" I just stood there and was in shock. I did not know what I had for him? Can he not understand that I love him just as a best friend to me? He has ruined everything! He has ruined the best friendship in this world, he understands what he has done? I love Jonas, but not as a boyfriend, just as a best friend. I ran home and into my room as fast as I could. No matter how hard I tried not to think about what Jonas said I just could not get it out of my head. I cried myself to sleep at night. The next day at school, it was a strange day. Jonas does not speak to me at all, one. When I talked with other guys, he was really upset and ran away from me. I just did not know what to do now? After class some of the girls from my class came and talked to me. "Are you and Jonas on bad friendship" they asked. I told them what happened and then I started crying and did not know what I was doing. I thought that I could not live without Jonas, he was one of the best things in my life. But I could not be his girlfriend, either, because I do not love him the way he think. School clock rang and school days were over. I went home, but it was not as it used to. Jonas and I used to go from school together. Every time I took a step a tear fell down on the asphalt. Now we are back to where the story began. I saw a human body down at the end of the road. When I got a little closer I saw that it was Jonas. I starred at him, scarcely hear what he told me. I could not believe it. This could not happen, I said to myself. Not for me. Not for us. Not after all the plans we have made together. I turned around and ran. I know is sitting on a bench in the park. "It is up to you to make a choice, one way or another," he said to me. How can he expect me to make up my mind? If I say that I do not love him, he would hate me for the rest of my life, and we would never be best friends again. But if I say that I love him, I will live a lie. What should I do? I looked at a newspaper in my hand. They were formed in a heart, and then it hit me. "I have to follow my heart," I whispered to myself. I threw avien away, and pulled myself together. So I went home. When I got home, I talked with my mother. She told me that I must follow my heart and tell him how I felt in my heart. I have not had much sleep the night. All questions were close to making my head crazy. But when I went to sleep that night I had made up my mind. The next day I went to the Jonas house. It was Jonas's mother, who opened the door, I thought of her at all between me and Jonas she said hello sophie came inside, the Jonas home? Yes he is on top "I went up to Jonas's room. I knocked on the door and I had a strange feeling in my stomach. He opened the door, he looked surprised." Oh, hello sophie, came within "I smiled at him and tries to hide how nervous I was. We sat together and talked little. he said I should have an answer today? "Jonas asked. The words just would not come to my lips. I do not have the same feelings for you that you have for me. Jonas, you are my best friend in the world. Without you I can not see any reason that I live. You are the only person I can trust that I can talk to without being a second. With you, I can be myself, and I can talk to you about everything. I do not want to ruin our perfect friendship, because of some stupid things. Sorry. I started and cry. Jonas said the pardon sophie I think that I've chosen the wrong person for me. Just hope that I find the right and apologize again, you're my best friend! Jonas took my hand and gave a kiss. He looked into my eyes and he smiled. "I would rather have you in my life as a best friend as if you were not in my life at all then I would not be the person I am now." He said to me and gave me a hug.