Brev til gerningsmanden: overleverens beretning

My name is [NAVN A], I am one of the lucky survivors of your crazy shooting on Shaw High School.

Since the shooting I’ve not been myself. In those 6 minutes you ran around and shot young student you did change my life, I´ve been paranoid, scared and angry. It also caused me to be depressed and I got much more isolated for her family. I lost my best friend Nick who also survived the shooting.

I have taken different kinds of drugs and began to drink a lot of alcohol on weekdays evening for the first time in my life just to escape the reality, but I can’t. I must live with and get passed. I still can’t really believe what happed I still hoping it just a nightmare, but unfortunately it isn’t.

This will forever sit deep inside me, and it will never be forgotten. Going to school will always be an insecurity. I get panic attacks when I’m reading about other school shooting around the country where I’m crying or when I hear a small bang like someone opening a soda can get scared and pee in my pants or. I want to get rid of all my pain and prevent other from experiencing something like I did, but I can’t do anything except of hoping.