Davids beslutning om at springe ud

David sighed heavily. Why did things have to be so complicated? Deep inside, he knew what the right thing to do was - but he wasn’t sure he had the courage. Maybe Justin could help.

Therefore, the next day David went outside his house and yelled out loud “IM INTO BOYS”, because he couldn’t keep it in him no longer. Even though nobody heard it, he still felt a little bit better, enough to make it through the day. As the sun went down David started to feel depressed again, he wanted to text Justin, but didn’t anyway. He then decided that everybody should know, and it shouldn’t be a secret no longer. Like his mom always told him, “be yourself cause everybody else is taken”. He said that repeatedly to himself hoping that he could live with everybody knowing his biggest secret. He could either tell everybody and live the rest of his life as a free person, or don’t tell anybody and let it consume him from inside. He had this feeling that his mom knew that he was into boys, but not quite. As he woke up, he felt like telling his mom everything and see how it all turns out. After the not so long talk that they had, he felt happy so did his mom. The only thing left was to do was to tell the rest of the world. That was by far the biggest decision he had to make. His conclusion was to tell his closest friends first and then if other people would ask, he would then tell them that he like boys even though his best friend is a boy, but he still sees him as his best friend and brother. So he then texted him everything that has happened, and his reaction was very calm and gently. One year later, everything is how it was before, Justin was still his best friend and no one ever questioned why he became gay, which is the word that everyone is using these days, if they are cool with David, David is cool with them.