Fristil

What is beautiful ? I never knew what beautiful was, I needed to make myself feel immutable but I was stuck, I was being dragged from a rope behind a truck of what other people thought was beautiful. People compliment me, tell me that I am pretty, telling me that I am "goals", I didn't understand, I felt like I was going through loopholes, I did not see any of this "beauty" everyone was talking about. I never knew how to accept a compliment. A "thank you"? And then after that think out.. How? I do not feel beautiful, I did not have a thigh gap, I did not have perfectly straight teeth and my makeup is not always on ?eek, why can i not feel beautiful on my own without people telling me? I was blinded by my insecurities. What I saw on social media, is what I thought the de?nition of beauty was, because that is what society was telling me. And when I ?nally feel beautiful, people think that I desperately seek for attention yet I, it is hard to mention, but I needed to seek a dimension, where beauty is not a number one ambition because that is what the condition of society is today. I will tell you how I found beauty. I was watching an old video of my friends and I, I saw and realized that beauty is when someone's smile would push their cheeks to their eyes, that their laugh is so unique it is music to my ears, it brings the tears to my eyes! It is not about how your nose crinkles when you smile, or a person's natural talent that could go miles, anymore. It is about the super?cial ?rst impressions and if you appear beautiful on the outside, you instantly become one of society's prized possessions. Listen, although there is a dictionary de?nition of beauty, beauty has no real de?nition because it is rede?ned every day, it is a matter of perception in different ways, who's to say that moles, freckles, stretch marks, body fat, body hair and no makeup and predominantly what makes you human, is not beautiful. It is sad to think that people waste thousands of dollars for compliments and still die with the thought of "I'm not beautiful", and realize they were in a position where their ambition was to be gorgeous even though they had it this hole time. It is a waste to climb all that way just to worry about your wrinkles, your gray hair, your body shape, when it is a part of everyone's lifetime. Why are all these so called "insecurities" worried about all the time? You have this body for the rest of your life, do not be pretty like her or him, be pretty like you. Because no matter what you do, someone out of 7 billion people perceptions, will ?nd beauty in you.