Lifes tough

I'm sitting here because I feel I'll never get into anything. I do not know anything. And when I try it always goes wrong. It all started by getting our character sheet. It did not look good. My teachings came to me and will talk with me. She said she was very worried about how I would handle it. She talked about everything as if I might start on a special school where I could be better, so I could start an education. After that talk, I was so angry that I went into the classroom and smashed it all. All the tables were rolled around. All chairs were thrown with. Everything was totally smashed. All the other students just stood open and looked at me who was good at smashing the classroom. There came a doctrine and she told me that I should slip away immediately. I went home to myself where my father was. He, of course, asked why I came home early. I did not answer. I just went straight down to my room and slammed the door. Later came my dad and said that the school had called and said that I had the total crushed classroom. I said nothing and hurried out of the house. I took my scooter and drove my way. I drove over to school again where I saw all the boys playing football. I asked if I had to join. I just wanted to be normal and forget all that happened. They just stood and laughed and said I had to go home to myself and smash everything I owned. I said nothing and went to my scooter and drove down to the harbor. On my way there I heard the T the last thing I needed. I hurried to drive into any trail system where they could not enter. I escaped again. Now I'm sitting here. Looking out over the ocean. I can´t see any country. Only small and big vessels. I try to think of how wonderful life is. I enjoy the view, the sun shining on me and my scooter. thought little and remembering that my teaching and my father will just help me and not provoke me.