Love breaks your heart. I can’t say it’s not true. Because I know the feeling, like today it all happened. My bad luck in love returned and I’ve lost someone I really loved and made me happy. I only have myself to blame for the state I'm in right now and I don't know what to say or what to do. I hate myself for losing you and most of all I hate myself for still loving you. I'm seeing my mistakes all clear now. I thought everything was perfect, but I guess I was wrong. I never saw it coming that you would go and leave me alone for another girl. I wish I saw it coming so I could tell you how much I loved you.
I wish I could kiss your lips just one more time and remember that moment forever till I die. My friends told me”The hardest thing you'll ever do is watch the one you love, love someone else.” Well I didn’t believe them I thought it would be easy to get over it and I wouldn’t care but I proved myself wrong it is really hard and it hurts like hell.
Now I cry each day and knowing that I can't be saved from the loneliness of living without you. I know it’s pathetic to write my feelings and thoughts in a letter because I know it won’t change anything. It won’t make me forget you or let you go, it won’t make me happy or give me my smile back. The moon has become my new best friend, as I lay in bed at night talking to it and telling my feelings because I know everyone else won’t understand what I’m going through. What do you do when you look in the mirror and starring back at you and ask yourself why is he not here? What do you say when everything you said is the reason why he left you in the end. I never felt this way before, everything that I do and everywhere I go reminds me of you. It’s strange actually, how love can make you go insane for one person. How it can destroy your life and make you think that you’re not worth to live anymore.
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