Dear Beatriz. I am very glad to have received your letter; you have some very interesting questions. You asked me if you should drop out of school. Please don’t do that. For you own sake. Going to school and having a good education is a very good thing. Promise me that you will take school seriously and have a good education. You seem to be a very nice and intelligent girl.
I have made many mistakes, yes. I still don’t know how to express myself and express how I feel till this day today. I feel so stupid and somehow used by Charles Manson. I totally understand that I am guilty for those things I have made. And I am not trying to defend myself; I just want to make few things clear. I was nothing but a middleclass girl, and I just wanted to get known by people.
I remember the first time I got to meet Charles. It was love at first sight. I also remember that it was very difficult to get Charles attention, because at the time I was still together with Watson. I thought that if I did all the things I was asked for, Charles would give me some more attention and love. I was so stupid.
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