Personlig refleksion om spil- og pengeproblemer

Let us start from the begging, it was 9 Years old then I first bought something over the Internet with my parents. It was like fun. I wanted to do that again and I beget to my parents but they did not want me to use There MasterCard. Some years past and I Began playing a game on my Phone Called Clash of clans, I played it then I came home and until I had to sleep, I did that in 1 month, But 1 day I desisted to buy some “Gems” in the mentioned game Clash of Clans, I ran up to 300 EUR, in 5 days. Then my parents saw that 300 EUR was gone there they so mad that they locket me in on my room for 20 days, No Pc, Telephone, TV and no Playing with friends the only 2 Things was make my homework and Work so I could pay them back, I hatted my parents for that my I understand them now. I can’t stop using money I don’t know why but I can’t you just think one more time but one time becomes to time and so on, I became older and I got my first MasterCard I was so Curious if It worked over the internet, I used it like 5 min after I activated it. I bought for 50 EUR on a game… It felt so right to do it but then I saw how much money it was in Danish, I was so close to cry. However, I am not done yet I could see if I bought more would I not have any money on my bank Account. Therefore, I needed a job to earn that money back, but that one time I did it was not the last, I have been using 180 EUR on a game that is a bit embarrassing, and I used too much money on anything on the internet. In the next 30 days I am going to buy a new pc to 950 EUR and a game to 50 EUR. I don’t know why i still want to use money on this shit, and why I didn’t lessen to my parents And to my confirmation I got 17.900 DKK, after 1 month I used 15.200 I don’t know how or why but I just did. I bought coins for 40 EUR on a gambling site that I am not even old enough to bet. However, I like to play and I always will what something I must found out then I get older or just do not have any more for like a year ago I would try to be a “Pro” CS: GO player and earn a lot of money on playing games. But not now I can see it was a dump thing I thought about in the first place. Then my mother says I need to close my pc and go out a bit im just saying no and close the door, or if I have I problem so im being mad very easily I can smash the door or scream at her until she go away. The last thing happens a lot because I lost all my coin/Gems/Skins And so on. Also then I went to London with the class, I wanted to buy some Steam Gift cards “More Skins” but I didn’t because then will my mother see that I bought it, Smart Right? But make a long story short I have a Gambling, Money problem.