Message in a bottle: a personal reflection

I know you must think it’s weird to find a message in a bottle. First of all I will tell you about myself. My name I [NAVN A] and I’m 18 years old. I like to play volleyball and I’m getting good at it, I like being at school, when I’m bored I usually write poems. The reason why I have sent this message is that I want someone to tell my story. Recently my parents have been arguing, and I can’t take it anymore. I just want to disappear, and my boyfriend just broke up with me. It feels like I have nothing left to life for. It’s hard to see the things you love, start to crumble right in front of your eyes.

Therefore I need your help. So I would be pleased if you could contact me. I can’t wait to see who actually found my message. And if you don’t want to repeat that’s fine. But I’m desperately looking for help. I can’t talk to anyone about it, because I’ve always been the one who helped people. I don’t want to seem selfish. Although when I think about it, it is kind of selfish thinking about other people all the time. I don’t really care about the people who want to help me, and they just want to make sure that I’m okay. I just automatically take distance from my own problems and start help others.