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I hope you are doing okay, and that everything is going fine in your life. My life is quit a mess right now, A VERY BIG MESS and I have no idea of how I’m supposed to fix it all. As you already know, I love to play football and I’ve been asked to play for this team. Can you believe it? an actually team! There’s only one problem…. My parents doesn’t approve of it. They’ve actually forbidden me to play, so I’ve done something terrible I have laid multiple times so that I could sneak out to play football. I feel like a criminal, and I feel so bad about lying to my parents. But what am I supposed to do, they’ll never approve, so this is the only way. In the end I think it’s worth it. There’s nothing I love more in the whole world then playing football.But soon after I started playing for this team, another problem appeared, I think, I’m in love with my football trainer and he’s white… I know that it’s wrong, but I can’t just stop being in love with him? But I have to… it would never work, my parents will never approve and besides all that my best friend Jules is also in love with him, and she hates me because I’m in love with him. When we we’re in Germany to play a match, Jules saw us “almost kiss” she thinks that we we’re making out, but she totally misunderstood everything! She’s so mad at me; she won’t even look at me. I’ve tried to get her to talk to me, so that I can explain and apologize. But it’s impossible! What do you think I should do? She just won’t listen to me. Oh I almost forgot! There’s one more think I’ve manage to ruin. I’m the reason why Pinky’s wedding got canceled. Isn’t that messed up? Before I went to Germany and everything happened with Jules, Teetu’s parents thought that they saw me kissing a boy at the bus stop, but they were totally wrong. It wasn’t a boy; it was just me and Jules hugging. I tried to explain that to them, but it was like they wouldn’t listen to anything I had to say. I think that they had been waiting for an excuse to cancel the wedding; Teetu’s parents had never been crazy about our family, I think it’s mostly because of me they doesn’t like the fact that I’m playing football either. So as you can guess Pinky hates me now, we did talk after a while and she says that she doesn’t blame me, but I know she does...it’s all my fault and I have to fix it; Pinky has been so depressed ever since the wedding got canceled, she’s crying all the time and she doesn’t eat or anything. I don’t know what to do anymore… So yeah, as you can hear one extremely big mess. Please help me figure out what to do. I hope to hear from you soon.