Dear Thebedi, I am writing this letter to you because I have so many things to tell you. At first I will tell you I’m so sorry over what I have done to our baby. I did what I did because I still have feelings for you. I know it not seems like that, but I have. Even when I am together with that blond girl from my sisters school, and you have you husband.Yes, I poisoned the baby, and the reason why is the system. As I poisoned the baby it felt terrible to take another person’s life, a person that I loved, a person I have given life to. When I walked home from you, I cried, not on the outside, but in the inside. I have not felt something like that, for a girl, ever, and I hope so much, that we could have that baby together. I will be you husband, the father for you kinds and that person you will spend the rest of your life with.However, we both know that we can’t because of Apartheid. We both know that we weren’t allowed to fall in love with each other, even if we felt something for each other.I’m not mad at you, when you say, you have seen me kill the baby, and I have said, I’m going to kill you too, if you say something to some other about it. I’m glad over, you changes your charge, of me mudding the baby. All what we have be through, before our baby can make me miss you so much, it hurts. I have tried to hide my feelings, and tried to tell my mind, it’s not love, you doesn’t fell something for her, but when I have done that, the feelings grow bigger and bigger, and it make me felt something, I can’t tell with words. I don’t know, if you have the same feelings for me, but I will always grab you, when you fall. I will always stand behind your bag, even if you can’t see me, I will always be there for you.
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