How shall I say this? How do I get my feelings into written words, while I am so confused? Lately, I have not been okay many things are going on in my mind, and it is so unclear. I do not have control over my feelings I think that I like people from the same sex as me. I do not know if it is romantic feelings, or just caring about a person.
Today, we had to work in pairs on some science project. I was paired with one of my close friends. Her name is Sofiá. Many would say it is good and that I should be happy to have to work with someone that I know, but I was not. I was not happy about working with her because lately, my feelings have been all over the place. They are not where they need to be. With that I mean, that I do not know who I like or who I don’t like. I am trying SO hard to keep my feelings in place. I do not even know if I have feelings for girls but it is just that, when I look at her, I feel my heart flutter in my chest as butterflies stirres in my stomach. Not only, she makes my heart flutter but also my heartbeat fastens; my face turn all red and I get those butterflies in my stomach. You know the typical symptoms you get when you look at your crush. I do not know what to say other than I am so confused. I am confused about how I feel towards boys AND girls. Wow, I cannot believe I just said that or more like wrote it. This is stressing me out so much. I think I am gay or lesbian or whatever it is called. All I know is that I need to take control over my feelings, right now…
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