Dagbogsnotat om homofobi og identitet

Chose one of the following tasks: A, B or C.-I chose A.[NAVN A], 9.bDear diary, today in math class my teacher and Stephany made fun of gay people. They were calling us 'Funny', jumping around flamboyantly and making stupid jokes. I'm getting more and more fed up with these stupid remarks, and I just can't take it anymore. I feel like it's time for me to jump out of the closet, to show the world who I really am. I can't stand these people, always joking with gay people. But why? Why gay people? Why not straight men and women, what's the big difference? We're all people. People constantly use the phrase, "That's gay" when they see something they dislike. Why? Why has it gotten to be such a wrong thing now-a-days? I don't really want to think about it. I just want to sleep. But I can't. But... why can't I sleep? I guess it's mainly because of the constant thought of having to wake up, put on my 'gay' clothes, brush my 'gay' teeth and go to the 'straight school' only to be made fun of. I swear to God; if another teacher or student makes ONE more joke about gay people, I'll literally punch them in the face. Maybe that'll teach them not to make fun of other HUMAN beings? Probably not, they'll probably just jump me after school and call me things like "Faggot, Cock sucker" and what not. It's actually quite unreal how many mean words they can come up with.The only real motivation I have is Micheal, the senior in High School. I try not to stare, but it's hard not to sometimes. I don't know if he has noticed, I sort of hope so - but not really. I don't want people to get suspecious; atleast not untill I'm ready to face my fears. Well, it's already 12:30pm so I should get some sleep. I better prepare for another long lasting day of agonising pain.-David.