27. February 2020Dear Diary, it is tough on the street, I have a shelter, made of some blue tarp, but sometimes it gets stolen. Just recently an elderly lady came to me, with a couple of salat boxes, that was nice. We do not eat very often, as you can imagine. I like to sit near restaurants, and just smell the food. That is nice, and there I can also beg for a little money, some people give, but some people just give you the shit. They start yelling, sometimes even screaming, that I am a disgrace to our country, and that I should just jump of a bridge or something. That is very unsettling that some people have these feelings about you. But at the end, I always get told to leave the area, because I scare away customers, or some idiotic anti-vax looking mom ends up saying, that I am going to kidnap her kids, if I get the chance or something.29. February 2020Dear Diary, If I go into a bakery in the evening, asking for bread, that might be close to expiring, I just get told to go fuck myself. Sometimes they are nice too, and hand me some bread and stuff.I have tried multiple times to get a job, but it is hard, when I have not had the opportunity to shower for multiple years. That is the biggest concern, since I do not have the option to shower, I get a little cleaner, when it rains, but it is not every day it rains enough for that.I also lost contact with my family, mostly because I do not have any electronic or anything that can help me get in the contact with them. To be honest, I also think that they just want to get out of contact with me. I think that they are ashamed of what I have become. My dad talked about how homeless people were just lazy, and stupid people, when we were kids.
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