I checked the sky for signs of rain and set off early to make the most of the day. I had packed my bag with a few necessities - a bite to eat, a bottle of water and heaps of curiosity about what the day would bring. I have always been warned of “the mountain” it’s said to have odd and frightening effects on my kind. Was it Jared who persuaded me? I don’t recall, but it isn’t really important. I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes.
So, there I was at the feet of a mountain, frightened of course, but strangely excited. I began walking, and before I knew it the ground faded away. It was only I and the mountain. My surroundings changed as did my thoughts, now all I could hear or see was Alicia. She told me to do it, to end it right here, right now. I turned my attentions towards the knife in my hand. Inspected it, it was sharp and deadly. I glanced at my scarred arm. Alicia whispered, “Do it.” I hesitated briefly, then carefully began pulling the knife towards my throat. I tried to push the knife away, but she was too strong. My sad thoughts got the best of me. “Overwhelmed by a thought, a simple feeling. I am just a pathetic loser. I am week, no wonder no one has ever liked me.” I think that moment was the lowest point of my entire life.
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