How can i escape? Escape from this hell i'm living in? If i only knew how, i would disappear. Do you know how it feels to only feel pain? Like a knife stabbing in you heart all the time, like you totally dead inside? Nobody never take the time to really look. Nobody know how much it hurts. The three words youre just waiting for never comes. People trying to help you, saying that youre so beautiful and you dont have to worry about a thing. Come on, its not like i'm blind. Do you know how it feels to wake up at 3am and feeling so much pain, you just have to hurt yourself ? I'm so broken inside, and noone can ever save me. I'm so dead inside, and noone can wake me up. Do you see me? Do you see who i am? Can you see how much i'm hurt? You dont feel me here anymore. People keep saying that i'm just getting so strong when i get out of all this. But what if i dont come out of this alive? Do they still think i'm strong? I cant wait till that day where i can fly away, it would be the best day in my life. The day i could disappear in my mind and just slowly fade away. Its kinda funny how much a life can change in three years. Three years ago i was the happiest girl, a little shy, but happy. Then i met him. He turned my life upside down. He made my life to a living hell. Its his fault i died inside, his fault i'm feeling all this. I remember all the times we fighted and i remember every hit to my face. I know it sounds really sick, but everytime he beatet me i just felt so alive. Its the reason i stayed with him for three years.
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