Home I shalt never cometh

Truly, yet another bland diurnal course, inhabited by foul otherworldly feelings of being clammed up with a somewhat absurd inertly feeling and somehow ‘hindered’ without physical disablements, nor bindings to impair I, as a specific individual out of many. The thought of living within the boundaries of a solitude abode no longer comforts me the slightest; I cannot comprehend living amongst individuals whom aren’t able to grasp any of my personal desires and objective in life, thus I’m left alone within my own realm of speculation. I’ve never felt this alone before without any negative emotions as my reasoning, the cause, perhaps it’s just best that I stay away from society, perhaps the oracles truly were right, perhaps my only goal is to seek out that of which doesn’t exist, darting through the shadows to seek out that which cannot be sought out. I’ve got too many questions, I feel like a rotten twig on the inside that of which the merest wind gust would put an end to my unyielding suffering.

I’ve got nothing left to lose, I’m no longer amongst those of who still possess a clear conscience and their healthy sanity, I’ve been abducted by people of the opposite side of mentioned sanity spectrum, perhaps it’s all for the greater good, if it’s the case then hopefully they’ll understand that I cannot live with the guilt that my fellow human beings simply reject by consuming alcoholic beverages and the alike to clear their conscious minds.