Before the last meeting with you, I was very excited to see you. I could not wait to see my real father. Everyone else has always had a father except from me. So when your secretary wrote to me, that you wanted to spend time with me, I was blessed. Blessed by happiness. I ran around and told everyone, that I had an appointment with my real father. For me you were something very special. Almost like a god. What was I thinking?
You did not really want to be with me? The only thing you were concentrated about was to get something to drink and to please your own needs. Is that how a real father is? Then I do not really think that I want to have a father at all. Mummy has always told me, that you were a stupid bastard. I did not think that the man, who has made me, was like that. But she was absolutely right. You are a stupid bastard. I really do not hope that you get any children, because if you do, I really feel sorry for them. I will never forgive you for having neglected me.
I cannot describe how much you have meant to me my entire life. I was just blind. People say that love makes you blind. In this case it was love to a so-called family member, which makes me blind. I could not see what a person you were to me. You meant everything to me, but I did not mean anything to you. I was a load that you had to spend some hours with once in a while, because your ex-wife said so.
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