It all started in 1st grade. My teacher asked me a question and I didn't know the answer, everyone laughed, and I started crying. I still remember it like it was yesterday, it's stuck in my mind. Since that day I've been scared to say something in class. I'm afraid that if I say the wrong thing people will laugh, so I don't say anything at all. I've always been known as the quiet girl.
I've always had a lot of friends, but as I got older i felt like people started to ignore me. I felt alone and unwanted. But I was okay with that at the time, because all my friends cared about was partying, drinking and smoking. I've never really been that type of girl. Also I didn't like having friends over my house. Usually when i got home from school I would find my mum and dad in the kitchen smoking hash, what child would like to bring her friends home to that? Plus my dad was always drunk and arguing with my mum, like that made it any better.
When I was about 13 i moved to my grandparents house, I didn't like being at home, that's why I moved. My grandparents live pretty close to my mum and dad, so I could visit them whenever I wanted, but I never did. Sometimes my mum visited me, but my dad? He never did. I only talk to him like once a month now, but I'm okay with that.
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