Pigen med de store blå øjne: Novelle om hemmelig kærlighed

My math homework is done; my English paper for Mrs. Conwell, witch took me 5 hours, is done. I think I’m ready for a new Monday, a new week.

I’m standing in front of two big, heavy blue doors which opens to all the insecurity and difficulties, and takes all the acknowledge and the safety away from me. Something inside of me, tells me to just take in the big black and cold handles and confront her with my secret and all my feelings. On the other hand, her reaction could destroy our entire friendship. What if she thinks I’m a total weird lesbian girl?

Suddenly, I get a huge shock and the thought disappeared. A small blond girl, in a beautiful tight blue dress, which highlights her beautiful big blue eyes shows up. She is just standing in front of me and talking. A few seconds ago, I was in charge of when I would pass the doors and put my game face on, but now she’s here and I have to put it on right now. I can feel a warm feeling in my face, a familiar feeling; I’m blushing as usually. I hate that I can’t manage to control my feelings when she is around. It scares me. What if one day, she notices my way to act when she is around, and reveals my big secret. It’s important that I keep the secret for the right moment; I just have to pretend that I’m an actress, whose only job is to conceal my secret.