It’s not easy, being a drug addict. I’d wish, that I could tell you why I became a drug addict. But it just happened, after I tried marihuana at a party. It was never supposed to happen, it just did. The following morning, I felt down on the floor and began to shake and had an urge to smoke. That’s when I knew, I was addicted.
When you just need something so bad, that your body doesn’t work without it. And I knew immediately, that I shouldn’t have tried it. But it happened, and there’s not much to do about it, when I can’t make myself stop. And believe me I have tried, over and over again. My life as an addict is difficult. I think that’s the word, which describes it best. It isn’t always easy being addicted to marihuana sometimes I end up, lying in bed all day, trying to avoid smoking marihuana. I simply skip work, even though it doesn’t help at all. I believe that I can stop my abuse at some point. I just don’t know when yet.
My addiction gets better and better, every day that passes by. But that’s easy to say, when you still smoke marihuana. People often think that I’m not trustworthy, just because I’m an addict. And that pisses me off! I’m still a human being, like everyone else. Nobody really has the right, to judge me. All I do is smoking. That I smoke marihuana instead of cigarettes doesn’t really change the fact, that I’m just a smoker.
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