I just can’t believe that you’re really gone. It’s like my mind is trying to forget everything that happened yesterday, or like it’s just trying to imagine that it was all a dream. So when I woke up this morning, I thought that it was just a terrible nightmare. I thought that if I called you, I would get an answer, so that I could hear your voice again, and talk to you about everything like we used to. But I couldn’t, and I will never be able to do that again. So this is my way of trying to tell you how I feel. How much I miss you, and how much I want to kill that person who murdered you. It just isn’t fair. You could never harm a person in any way, so how can I ever accept that my best friend was taken away from me? In one of Eminem’s songs, he sings that you can do anything you set your mind to. But I don’t believe him. I can’t set my mind to forget you. Already when we had just known each other for a few weeks, you became so important to me. There’s a dark shadow over my life now. And I don’t think that I can make it disappear. The harm is too big.
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