I am glad that you wrote me a letter. It is good that you are seeking advice and that you are looking for help. I want to help you. I do not know what the right answer is because I do not know you that well. I can try. I would keep it to myself for the moment until I am completely sure. When I am completely sure, I would tell my parents. It will be completely relieving. If you just wait a little bit then you do not end up upsetting or making your parents worried. It can me nerve-racking to tell your parents or you can fear that they will not accept you. However, you have to be true to yourself.
I ones had a friend he had trouble coming out. He waited and at last, he came out to his parents. He became a much happier person and he did not live in a liar. It did help that he had many good friends to support him in the hard moments. You can share your thoughts with your friends and maybe they can help you clear the confusing.
Hope advice helps you and everything works out for you.
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