Parental quarrel and thoughts of divorce

Now they were quarreled again, but this time it sounded more serious compared to the other times where they just had quarreled about ridiculous things, as whom lately had been walking with the dog, or who did the bills this week. It had always been things like that. But this time it was more serious. They yelled about another woman, had dad been with someone else? No, of course not! He had always talked about how wonderful mom was. But seriously, it sounded as if that was what they were quarreling about, I just couldn’t understand if it was true, I could not imagine my father with someone other than my mother. They had always looked so happy. And of course they where quarreled sometimes, but everybody do that. I think.I could hear my mother keep asking how he could do it, but there was no answer from my father, there was just silence now. My mother didn’t yell no more, but was now crying. They began to discuss what to do, and they talked about a divorce. Really a divorce? Was it really gone so far that my parents should have a divorce? I had never ever imagined that. What about me? Where should I stay? Would my dad then move into the new woman? I would not stay at her, but I would still like to see my father. The good things about my mom’s place were that she was always kind to me, and her rules were very fair to me, and I like that. But then I would miss my dad every day, and if I were staying by my dad’s place, then I would miss my mom every day. I thought it was all a big mess in my head. Now I’m all alone in this big world.